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Jan. 2nd, 2009 04:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mereilinWhen I spend all day trying to make the house look better only to have it look worse than before, this is proof to me that I am utterly incompetent.
The truth of it is that there is too much to do, and I keep getting distracted by all the unfinished things. The other truth of it is that everyone in this house, including me, is perfectly happy to ignore the mess most of the time.
The other hard truth of it is that it's getting dark now, at 4:30 (one of the things I really HATE about New England), and it feels like the whole day is over. The house is still a mess, and I feel like a failure.
The truth of it is that there is too much to do, and I keep getting distracted by all the unfinished things. The other truth of it is that everyone in this house, including me, is perfectly happy to ignore the mess most of the time.
The other hard truth of it is that it's getting dark now, at 4:30 (one of the things I really HATE about New England), and it feels like the whole day is over. The house is still a mess, and I feel like a failure.
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Date: 2009-01-02 10:39 pm (UTC)You are NOT a failure. I realize that's little comfort from an online acquaintance 1000 miles away, but it's the truth nonetheless.